Whenever I see this quote I always think to myself, “but sometimes god is punishing people. There are some real assholes out there that deserve it.” but thats just me.
Mentally I am prepared to spend an eternity alone.
I have accepted I am a drifter.
A leach, A blood sucking tick.
My home and life depend on someones existence
but only once I have fulfilled my needs I disconnect.
You and I will forever be just that.
There will never be a we/they in the pronunciation of my name.
There is just I and the current fixation.
I have been told there are souls like mine
That we find contentment in our skills
That we fell madly in love with darkness
We forgotten the light
At any glimpse of it we flee like roaches at dawn.
What I’d give to see the light
Can’t you see my insecurities have structured these bones
Can’t you see they created the darkness you call your light, in me
Won’t you understand that I could love you for many nights
and wake up one day and watch my own soul walk out the door.
Beauty turned to beast
My distance is for best & I do not wish to burden your heaven with hell.
Kingston shooting down his Lolo in a good ol game of good and bad guy. These things bring give me life. My dad’s a good man no matter pur differences he’s always there for my kids and I can’t ask for anything from anyone especially my parents.