Today I woke up with an immense amount of peace within my heart,
Today when I had awoke my heart took its first breath of fresh air,
Today when I woke up I knew there could never be anything better then this.
Today I woke up with closure in my heart about anyone I’ve ever loved or liked. I now realize that no matter if Im the most stubborn or sheltered person In the world the right person for me will still stick it out to make me see they’re what I want or need. I don’t feel guilty anymore for eve things didn’t work out between me and other people. Even if I did make mistakes love has no limits.I’ve watched all my friends love their other through everything and I know now that that’s what I will get from the right person. This last guy was great but he didn’t wait and he didn’t try and I see that and I don’t need to beat myself up over it. Just needed to vent and share my enlightenment. I feel like form the first time my heart can breathe fresh air
I keep waiting for someone to save me from this feeling of emptiness, The feeling of being utterly & completely lost. The most damaging fact of it all is that I face her everyday in the mirror and she doesn’t even have the guts to look me in the eyes anymore. -Lo
How Gs sleep, however they want too that’s how.
Lmao trying to get king.in bed and look over at Alex falling asleep on the edge of his crib. These kids of mine.
Found this photo of me and Lee Lee.
I traded my night’s in for my days,
My risks for fun, for risks to succeed,
My youthful body for my children’s lives,
My adventures to their adventures.
There are things you miss having but looking back none of it compares to how much I’d be missing without my seeds.
Making mistakes is all apart of life, even more so once you become a parent but once you’ve established that your mistakes become fewer and your memories become greater and your faith becomes strong and.nothing else matters quite as much as the role you have choose for a life time.
Just know I always write about how you expanded my hearts desires,
You run with me without even knowing it.
Your presence is my escape
To see your soul by mine those nights that fell into dawn were more then enough. With you my heart is found.
To The Keeper of the happiness my fears denied my heart.
The realization that she isn’t my bald little baby girl anymore keeps setting in more and more each day. Someone stop the watch give me time to catch up.
Love Has No Limit
Lets Spend It Slow Forever
Cardboard Space Adventures
This Is Not An Answer.
She had become immune to the gunshot,
As the suburban adolescent to an alarm clock,
Sirens rattle the window from the weight of their urgency,
While birds rattle the ear drums of a child in suburban streets
Will is her guide, her only hope to survive
She could fall victim to another victim of these streets
Allow the cycle of “whoa is me” to secrete
This is an epidemic that flows through the urban heartbeat
No radiation just a few white blood cells to patrol the stream
The mass of its reproduction isn’t within the control of ovary & semen
The answer is not quite clear for there are few voices with will to reason
Hatred from within will do most anyone in
She witnesses that but not from her own reflection
The community she calls home, seeks no protection
Will is her guide, her only hope to survive.